Afraid Of The Dark

My ego has been grown big
My partner has then been spoilt
It's so corrupted
Love is as if a monster
It will make me misbehave
And put myself on the cliff
Love can be very fast
It can also come down very fast
The ice fire is hard to endure
It is me who is lying and cheating
But I'm not yet considered as bad
But love is like a devil, how can you stamp on it

You express your love and then wait expectantly
You're surprised when you're loved
We're mistreating each other
I need to be in love
Loving like a beggar
Stupidly
I'm naturally fervent
I've offered all my love
I must be carried by other people
You're afraid I'd bring trouble to you
You're also afraid of being the victim
Just like escaping the devil wanting to jump into the sea

I'm really afraid of seeing ghosts
I'm really afraid of falling down

Once the fire of love burns it burns to the end
My future will inevitably be destroyed

I'd rather bother God
To be able to control my desires

Let me be baptised
If I continue to be tangled I will be critically ill

I'm really afraid of seeing ghosts
I'm really afraid of falling down (seeing the bottom)

The fire of love was already not enough to burn ages ago
Causing trouble to others and myself, it's really not worth it

I'd rather beg God
To be tranquil as if hiding from the world
Avoid love and avoid it to the end
If whoever talks about love
Will be unlucky for a whole lifetime

I don't have a place to stay
I can't avoid it no matter how I avoid it
Fly to the sky or escape into the ground
I already said sorry
Getting angry quickly from saying it
Unwilling to part and hard to leave
I still cherish you
Yet I'm more afraid of you
I can only get away
There aren't any old scenic spots
There aren't any old scents
Don't become the first to die of love