Alone For No Reason

From within
The yelling
Who is heckling me
There's no place to avoid the vast and mighty voice
The exhausted voice is speaking up
Seemingly stupid
It's Looking forward to me
Making a mistake soon
It can't support me
Looking at how I can tidy up the result
Call together the sound of a swarm of bees
To ambush me
When it's the hardest to hear
Pounding into my ear like a thunderstorm
Striking down on my head

Are you scared?
I will be too
I still haven't yet forgotten
To dare to speak
I'm scared of pain but not scared of it
Shouting towards me
Everyone is not yet able tolerate me
Yet I favour talking
(No one can waver me
To like speaking)

In fact I
Maybe wrong
Still it's not bad
If there's nothing wrong, am I not allowed to shout out loudly?
Why must I be good
And hand in my homework?
Can it be that for me to
Say one sentence
And it still cannot be justified
Am I eternally worrying about regret?
Staying calm and collected and bearing the pain
It's never been me before
Hearing the my most powerful achievement
Each sentence seems to be pressing on
This globe

Alone for no reason
I shed tears
Leaving only disobedience
It's meaningless to argue
Don't ask for verification
Of my innocence again