Dealing With Me

Don't control me
I will revolt
I ask you to teach me
I'm not scared of you being wicked
I am scared of you
Not caring about me

If
The more evil deeds I do the more there is
Don't let me off
I'm afraid of really needing to have a fight
In this world there is only
You who can pin me down

A little ominous
I'm not scared of it
If God decided to dispatch you to tame me
Can I avoid it?

A little cruelness
I'm not scared of it
You did your best to deal with me
I am waiting
To admire
How you are going to privately change me (To reform me)

God collects me
I love you too much
That's why it is considered to be my mistake
I ask you to follow your design
Repair me

Even if I
Have a lot of distracting thoughts
Once I love I love eight at the same time
I can't see who there is
That can make me extremely worried
Will you not love me?

Quickly open fire
Technically knock me down

I am too clear
In all creatures there's always
One that suppresses the other

Might as well study and emulate
I'll watch what you will do
To suppress and seal off
Me who is acting wildly