If The One You First Love Was Me

Getting close to half an hour of silence
You are much skinner compared to last time
Except for comforting what else is there
I am only your good friend
What you long for is his warmth and tenderness
If the one you first loved was me
Even if I gave you the entire world I would still think it's not enough
I'll never let you face loneliness alone
I'm envious in front of others
I won't mention it as I don't want you to feel hurt
If the one you first loved was me
I'll only miss you, think of you, and want you to be happy
Who would have known he would not care about you waiting
The person you love is not me
After finding out I had loved wrongly
I couldn't stop
I really want to strongly succeed
But I don't have the right to get involved
I'm only able to drink some alcohol with you when you're depressed
I am just your good friend
What you long for is his warmth and tenderness