Miscalculation

An inferiority complex
Unexpectedly can become conceited
I'm covering up
And doing something odd
Only because love
Can cause me to be confused in the state of contradiction
Sometimes good, sometimes bad
It cannot be comprehended

I'm guessing
I will not be lonely if we break up
I'm guessing
I will not go into a corner

I search for a person to replace her
I can be happier if I'm in love

It's all thanks to a certain person
Kissing with me till sunrise
I will be happy if I'm into it

The one that should be happy
Why
Only get pain?

The people who should be scolded
The outcome is the opposite and I shield them instead

The one I should value
Why
Has she been let down by me?

I calculate my own feelings
Yet I miscalculated