Night Of Intoxication

We should admit
This world has already changed
There are many people who are helplessly dissipating
In the process of growing up
I came across some things that hurt people so much
There are too many unnecessary scars
In fact even the parents that love me the most
The people closest to me
Also can be the people who don't understand me the most
Furthermore don't mention some people who think they clearly understand
He thinks he can decide that one road you should go on
Every time when it is night I get drunk
After getting drunk I then want to cry
That helplessness of being misunderstood
That hardship of being burdened
The anguish of losing you
Why do I get drunk in night?
Do you clearly understand?
Even if you will not say it out
I don't care