Zero Loneliness

Say or not
On this night I am going to
Bombard you thoroughly
A group of ghosts
Crowds between us
Whispering to each other
Loneliness
Slowly forms a group
The zero fire
I am waiting for you to
Completely lock onto me in a wink of an eye
There are too many burdens to carry
I cannot rest
I'm constantly precautious
Of our surroundings
It seems that every pair of eyes is very thiefing
I put on a face that doesn't care
The heart that wants to love is nearly breaking apart
In front of emotions
Can I be madly wild?
Zero loneliness
Nothing can be said
Nothing can be done
You may see me
Cold and hot
My left eye forms ice
My right eye spurts out fire
It's good fortune, it's misfortune
Zero loneliness
Sometimes you nod
Sometimes you shake your head
I critically make an insidious move
Stopping and going
My left foot is constantly forward
My right foot, it wants to go backwards
Soon I will not be like me

Is it enough?
My clear instructions and my hints, do you understand them?
I'm scared of speaking
Once rumours spread out, my dream will be ruined
Alone
For the time being I'll hide in a certain
Safe corner
Thinking of how to take you away
First I'll take no action